Poetry by CP Butchvarov
At The Circus 1


On The Coach

a big universe our eyes can see
This planet is home to each and every one of us
Simple things like these are known
It’s there that you and I board the bus
The coach that leaves full to return empty
We are the passengers
We sit on the right or we sit on the left
Balance is essential traction imperative
The driver’s reflexes must border on perfection
His view of the road ahead in sharp focus
He knows that his mission in life and in death
Is the safe journey of his passengers
The ones sitting on the right
The ones on the left
But company policy states quite clearly
Not responsible for those in the aisle...

CP Butchvarov

The Carnival

The thrill of the carnival roller coaster ride
Serves well as metaphor for human existence
A tilt-a-whirling background for the senses
While lovers wolf down cotton candy clouds...

There’s immense humor yet tragic element here
Drowning in the faces of the carnies and hucksters
The characters havn’t changed much in millennia
And the wheels keep spinning wildly...

Could it really be that we’ve been here before
And with bizarre psychic ramblings and dementia
Hold key to access wild channels of our tenure
Would that such questions be easily answered...

In metaphysical abstraction sharp lines are drawn
Purely speculative but wondrous like fine wine
All our superficially forged ideas of reality
Floating in pools of history and smarmy garb...

So neatly rendered in verse and busker’s song
While the cat girls parade and earn their keep
If a duck were to fly overhead and hear the proud din
I’d safely wager he’d keep right on going...

It’s a glorious tempest of sight and sound
The sideshows smartly dressed to draw the crowds
On the ferris wheel anxious children holler and roughhouse
Their parents afoot in the crowds below...

Win it now and go home a happy player
The salesmen of the art of forgetting call out
The season for circus in this tornado town
Casts mysterious charms on the townsfolk’s lives...

Leaving the tunnel of horrors they hear the thunder
The crashing ecstasy of a summer squall
Kids play in mud walkways with stuffed rewards
Their keepers swimming in booze and fleshly delight...

Driven to excess and madly grabbing at god
To taste of the capricious nature of love...

CP Butchvarov

The Circusmasters

The circus masters so artfully
Love to choreograph the dance
And render exquisite drama
Upon the checkered slab of history
Timekeepers reckon appropriate events...

While hidden within the matrix
Ghastly witticisms and double entendres
With sublime majesty enter key players
Some as charlatans and others of noble stock
Artisans of deception and subtle subterfuge...

The audience gasps at the brilliant conception
Onlookers fidget and wipe sweaty palms
The game of illusion and chance
In the thread of history’s garments find
Sparkling gems of understanding and wisdom...

CP Butchvarov

The Cosmic Joke

It was but a cosmic joke
Grandiose splendid outrageous
A masterful performance
Brilliant in conception
Comic in delivery
Try to fathom with certainty
Yet still left with lingering doubts
Is it that we are but men...

The years pile upon each other
The chaos seems to ever mount
The streets filled with the anxious
The crazed and the obedient
For some there is unspoken faith
For others there is unwritten law
It’s personal but it’s universal
To a god an ant or a man...

It’s origins date back millennia
When a dream was as real as a bird
The wild in the soul’s existence
Meant more than we're given to know
But this we can know deep inside
The game has it’s players and pieces
And someone to formulate rules
And those who win and those who lose...

As seas broke upon distant shores
And starlight lit the desert night
Spoken softly but with all authority
The circus masters agreed upon their scheme
To create systems by which man might learn
The error of his narcissistic ways
The humor of it all they found exquisite
Laughter filled their hearts with joy...

To some was offered eternal life
Free of all earthly sufferings
To others reward of inner peace
In spite of one’s terrible deeds
For others belief in what's noble and good
And the chance to practice on planet earth
Choose your way each mortal moment
We each and all must someday die...

CP Butchvarov

The Magic Way

The shepherd lost nine sheep and goats
The farmer’s oats to rot
The blacksmith’s anvil split in two
The magic way was lost...

The whore came down with syphilis
The child drowned in the pond
The priest fell prey to evil ways
His faith was but a joke...

The song was heard ten thousand times
The buildings fell to ruin
The lions dined on Christian blood
The flesh gave way to stone...

The damned brought Caesar down to earth
The blessed drew angry stares
The words fall from the sky like rain
The simple walk on knees...

CP Butchvarov

The Stuff Of Fable

Let’s be innovative
And call a plum a plum
Some people are smart
And some people are dumb
The reasons are varied
Let’s not argue with cause and effect
Gods work in ways
Mere mortals can understand
But not without a price
Quit all the dancing fools
Stand before the circus master
Fell the apple trees
And you’ll have no apple pie
When the zen becomes the christ
Becomes the crack
Coursing through your veins
There’s something to be said
For the living dead
The full effect
Acid burns and wrecks the mind
But who should care
If a stone splits in two
Cause really folks
The ground is covered with stones
Of endless variety
You’ll trip on some
And sit on others
You’ll build with one type
And throw another
You’ll find some to skip
And others to display
The stuff of dreams
The stuff of fable...

CP Butchvarov

Threads

Find the threads that tie
Unravel the knots that bind
Force the string through needle eye
Be sure the tip is sharpened
Hold the needle firmly and with purpose
Don’t slip or it will prick and pull blood
Stitch the fabric tightly and surely
And watch her ride away...

CP Butchvarov

Travelogue

Riddles and rogues walked among the beggars
In fetching attire by grace of good fortune
Then upon pitch by toothless urchin
The traveler paused and groped his wallet...

A meal a dime a simple good day’s wage
A pirate’s earnings feed many mouthfuls
By the well pounds an angry blacksmith
Forming iron shoes and bands for barrels...

The traveler’s test of a man sincere
Shoe the horse with silver socklets
What appears as real in square of sunlight
By fountain’s mist drips of unknown spice...

The taste of his travels yet tip of tongue
To probe the soul of a filthy whore
Smiling resting fondling tit
An air of sodden moldy bedgear...

Three whores upon the traveler lust
The things mere gold buys from a trader
Upstairs the smell of goat and whiskey
Twists a noose tight round his nose...

All spent all weary brought to bear
Dreams await of shores still distant
Morning dreamt and come alive
The flies at rest upon his forehead...

A pail of tea and a millet biscuit
His cheap amusements wave him off
The road taxed by pigs and boars
No olives grow on trees they plunder...

Near pools lay waste of men’s suppers
And rusty heaps of horse’s hooves
Path worn engaged strewn thick with rock
True test of soles hewn cattle flesh...

The breast of god spits milk before him
Lighted thunder flames air to breathe
The nearer heaven nearer hell to watch
Turn to test the clock of time...

CP Butchvarov

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